★シドニ→悉德尼→시드니★ (sodonii_chan) wrote,
★シドニ→悉德尼→시드니★
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drabble; blind

Title: Blind
Author: C'est moi~
Pairing: Jonghyun/Key [JongKey]
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG-ish?
A/N: Because studying for finals was not of my best interest, this was the result.



“Don’t worry, it’s my first time too,” you said. I believed you. I just did. But I knew it wasn’t true. I saw it in your eyes. The hidden smirk in your eyes (deep, deep in your eyes). You don’t care about the emotional scars it’ll leave, and that’s alright with me. Just as long as you’re getting what’ll satisfy you (and me too).

When I wake up, you’re still dead to the world (but so alive to me) and I get up to dress myself and leave. As I’m fixing my hair I hear you wake, and somewhere deep inside my heart stops just for a split second and then my movements quicken. While I’m searching for my keys you say, “Leaving so soon?” and this time everything does stop – you, me, time – and you laugh the most cynical laugh. Then I join in because I know how stupid, stupid, stupid I am.

The sound of our laughter makes me want to scratch my ears off or at least until they bleed so I can no longer hear my aching heart beat that matches the rhythm of your sinister chuckles.

And when I close your door I know it won’t be the last time I hear its haunting creak.

A/N: I really really dislike this. But. Whatever. Comments are ♥
Tags: !drabble, p: jonghyun/key
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Hehe thank you~ ♥
tis awesome! haha he wants more then ^ ^
That's not a good thing! Lol and this was what I wanted you online for but nooo.
it seems like a good thing to me though....haha wtvr! ju know y i couldnt be online! >.
why is your writing so amazingly dark? I envy you. I've been trying to accomplish that. ._.

This was so amazing. and ugh. goodluck on your finals. I hope you write more. (:

XD If all you could write was angst, you'd be fed up like me. And I envy you too, for being able to write wonderful stories with happy endings.

Thank you~ Lol finals are killing me. I hope to. I'm trying to write a super long story (though it probably won't be that long) that I seem to not be able to focus on lol. ♥~

loved this<3
is it weird that when I read "movements quicken." I saw it as "motivates chicken" ? >.>
this is loooovveeeee (:
Thank you~
XD No, it's not weird at all~
Thanks~♥
no problemmmm :D
his is soooo good...but so sad?...i dunno, it just came out of nowhere so shortly and so weirdly as if it doesn't really make sense? but does at the same time...
I like it..ㅋㅋㅋ
Thank you. Sorry if there's confusion because it actually did come out of nowhere. Lol.
Thank you~